Look up!

Funny how God can meet your need sometimes. To be honest, I have roller coaster days, where I want to give up on everything... Driving in to work this morning I had this song going by Elevation Worship "I will look up". Somedays I don't want to look up but rather return to the vomit because I'm tired of being without the people I love the most. I know this may not make sense to someone who isn't/hasn't gone through something like this. Just have an aching in my heart right now where I want to isolate because it's easier. Anyway there was a line in the song...'I will look back and see that you are faithful'. I heard that and started to tear up a little bit. God, sometimes I want to give up, but I will keep walking one more day.

All the worries of this world

I will lay them at your feet

Surrender every anxious thought for perfect peace, your perfect peace

 

All the loved one's I hold dear

All my hopes and dreams and all my fears

I will choose to trust your name in everything, with everything

I will look up for there is none above you

I will bow down to tell you that I need You

Jesus Lord of all

Jesus Lord of all

I will take you at your word

For Jesus you have taken hold of me

All my life is in your hands

You are my strength, you are my strength

I will look up for there is none above you

I will bow down to tell you that I need You

Jesus Lord of all

Jesus Lord of all

I will look back and see that you are faithful

I look ahead believing you are able

Jesus Lord of all

Jesus Lord of all

Prince of Peace

Perfect Healer

All my life, all my cares on you

King of Kings

Mighty Savior

All my life, all my cares on you